I treated myself to a couple of lazy hours on the couch watching t.v. yesterday after doing my usual never-ending load of washing and came across Oprah. She was talking about women who become so caught up in the business of kids/husbands/work that they become a little "stuck". This really struck a chord with me because I feel as if I've been stuck for a while.
Oprah's friend Ally got together a group of stuck women and challenged them to step outside their box. This involved partaking in a roller derby, jumping out of a plane and skinny dipping on a deserted beach. The thought of jumping out of a plane absolutely terrifies me and listening to the sense of achievement these women felt (possibly because they couldn't believe they lived!) after flying through the air, actually got me crying. It got me thinking of things I could challenge myself to in order to step out of my little box. When my Dad died, I felt the need to challenge myself constantly because I thought it was now or never. I did a bridge climb with TD No. 1 which didn't really freak me out until they put the harness on; I competed in a 12km run which I found extremely empowering because I'd always hated running and to just run non-stop for 12k's made me feel like queen of the world; and I decided to go back to school where doing my first presentation as a mature-aged student got me out of my box because my fear of public speaking was probably the biggest reason for not returning to school sooner.
Now I feel I need to set myself a new challenge. But what? I've come to the realisation that any activity that involves possible death does not interest me in the slightest i.e. sky diving, bungy jumping and even the thought of hot air ballooning makes me break into a cold sweat. I suppose this makes me somewhat risk averse (and boring) - so be it. But that doesn't mean I can't set myself other challenges, does it?
I think from now on a challenge a year may be just what the Oprah ordered!
I've done it!!!
Well, I've finally done it!! Got accepted into Uni AND created a blog!!! After searching for insightful websites to help me tackle my journey into academia at my ripe old age and coming up with nil, I decided to start one of my own. I hope this blog will encourage anyone who has ever doubted their own abilities, to put one foot in front of the other and achieve their ambitions, desires, dreams...no matter what they are. If anyone has any inspiring stories to share, I would love to hear them. I love an inspiring story!!!